I tried to write a letter
I tried to write a poem
I tried to write a message to explain it all
But no mater the form, the words never seem right to me
Lets talk to the present
Sick of the past
Sick of the memories
Of why we couldnt last
But my throat is dry and i choke on my own words
All i ever wanted was to see you
And when i can, life fucks it up again
At times i believe i think to much
About what happened and what i shouldve done
I shouldve said those words you were hoping to hear
And stuck by you through thick and thin
At times i want to scream i'm sorry
I still owe you a proper apology
I now know what i shouldve done
But its to late you loaded the gun
But its to late ive come undone
And i hope that i will see you again
Your stories open, ours is forming an end
I spent my life walking above open graves
And i am sorry for my pessimist ways
Sat out in the cold, what happened to the hours
Fleeting past without a care in the world
And from the start
I’m in your blind spot and i’m falling apart
At times i find it
Too hard to live without you
Cause these days theres just silence its to loud to bare
Its just grabbing and clawing at the love that is there
And ive done everything to try and fix it
And after all ive done i still miss it
Ive reached a dead end on the road i know its time to let you go
Oh i have tried
Ive tried
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